poor me

Im bored
Im tired
Im 35


Things are stale
Im stressed
School sucks


My kids are too cool for me
Im fat
but my cat loves me


I need to shop
Have a few margarita's
Dont think the meds are working

I need a Caribean getaway with Johnny.. we can play "Spin the Peg Leg"

A shoe ramble..mindless, involves no IQ

I really want to have sexy legs again.... I use to have some serious gams.

What the hell happened? Im not saying that I have "cankles" or anything, but I certainly dont have the legs that I use too.. and its a bummer.

I really want to go shoe shopping and be able to wear the shoes that I want to wear "comfortably", THAT being the opperative word here.

I want shoes and legs like these:


The saucy PIN UP
girl looking feet
and calves....



Anyway, it was just a thought..one of many crazy ones that I seem to have lately.

Enjoy my madness, at least when I do get admitted into a psych ward at some point, no one can say that they didnt see it coming.. or that it wasnt documented.....I mean HELLLO!!!!

You sure got a purrty mouth

If you've ever wondered what a city girl does when she goes back "homeward".... well, this is it!















(My brother & I were having our picture done for a family reunion invitation that we are doing ...honestly)

Ahhh green grass...

Yes friends, those are tire tracks through my dads front yard. Thankfully, the tree that was in the middle of the yard, had been removed weeks prior....because my lovely 15 year old daughter cant seem to "break", "turn on her signal" AND "slowly turn into the driveway" all at the same time.... while driving.

It seems as if all of that non-sense is just too distracting..so UP and over the ditch and through the front yard it was.

There was just some "minor" damage" to the front end of the car... thankfully its all plastic....and most of it rubbed off on the new tires when we drove...so, problem fixed.

Ughhhhh 15 yr olds with permits...joy!

My aching heart...

Today my hearted melted.

I have totally fallen in love all.. over again and this time, its with a female.

She is beautiful, her face literally reaches in and touches my soul.

She motivates me to want more in life, motivates me to want to buy a house faster than ever.

Delilah, truly is the one for me....

and I just love her.




I want her.....





I need her......




I must have her.....







Ohhhhh Delilah...

Wow, its been a long time since Ive posted. I get so wrapped up in.. well life, that I forget to fill everyone else in on what's going on.

School once again, starts for me tonight. Yippee! This quarter I have: anatomy & Physiology, Risk Mgt and Power Pt.

Halie is heading off to Az in a few days.... to spend a week with her friends and her friends grandpa. Doing some serious hiking, swimming, shopping, protest marches... crossing the border into Mexico.. you know, all the fun stuff that kids like to do. They are actually very excited and can not wait to get on that plane without any supervision from parents...

We...are planning a secret family vacation ourselves.....they have no idea where we are going.... they just know that we are taking them somewhere and that it will be cool.... or Ohio!

Anyway, I think that is about it.